I don't know if these dreams mean anything... I don't know what to m
ake of them. Have any of you had any baby dreams throughout your TTC journey? I am sure you have, because dreams are connected to thought process, and if you're thinking about it, there's a big possibility that you'll dream about it. But, I haven't really been thinking about this stuff lately. I had a baby shower today, but I hadn't really given the baby stuff too much thought, even though we were going to a baby shower. I am just finding this so strange, and it's making my "situation" harder to deal with.
I don't know if I mentioned this (I may have, but I don't recall at the moment), I found out about a month or so ago that a girl I know is having a baby... due around the same time I would've been due, married only a little longer than me. It broke my heart when I found out, because as if it's not already hard enough remembering the loss, but now I am going to have someone having a baby around my due date. The night I found out, they kept talking about all the cute baby bows and stuff, and I just started thinking... Well, I finally saw a pic of the girl and her baby bump, just now, and can't help but thi
nk of what I would've looked like today... on this very day... with my 5 month-old bump, looking all happy.
le sigh. :-/
1 comments:
I am so sorry you are having to go through this. As someone who has been there myself (and who's original due date is quickly approaching), I know some of the pain and hurt that can continue to wash over us even though we've begun to heal.
As far as your dreams, I've been there too! Before I got my first BFP, I had tons of dreams about having a baby and not knowing until last minute. I'd suddenly become aware while I was in LABOUR! Lol. I can still remember the emotions of snuggling that lo to my check and breathing in deep...and wakiing up sobbing. I think I'd take these dreams as a good sign. I think that your subconscience is cluing you in to some great things to come!
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