September 3, 2009


I've been a little MIA but that's because there isn't much going on. I am on cycle day 57 and still nothing. I am getting so sick of waiting. When we start to ttc again at least I will feel that I am doing something about it but now i'm just waiting...and waiting. Waiting for AF. I'm getting so frustrated. I am going to call the doc if she doesn't show soon. And I feel that I am just surrounded with pregnancy. A girl that I work with just found out that she is having a girl today. One of our drug reps came by the clinic (she was due just a week before I was supposed to be) and now she has a belly. She said she hated looking in the mirror and that she thought she was getting so big. I would give anything for that right now. Oh and the Duggar mama is pregnant again with # 19. I'm just asking for one right now. Sorry I'm being such a Debby Downer but I guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself. I need to just continue to appreciate what I have been blessed with. A good life with a great husband, friends, family, and my health. In the meantime I'll just wait and it will happen when it's supposed to.


Jenifire said...

Hang in there. The waiting is the worst. I know it doesn't always help to hear it, but you DO have a lot to be thankful for and maybe your body just needs a little more time. I'm saying some prayers of peace for you tonight.


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