August 25, 2009

The heartache of infertility

AF showed up last night at 11:50pm.

I cried.

DH apologized for his swimmers not working.

I cried harder.

I apologized for not being able to get pregnant.

He held me.

I don't know if I'm strong enough to get through this.

I'm still crying.

The joke of Male Factor Infertility is that it doesn't just affect him.

The joke is on us.

6 comments:

Expat Bud said...

I'm crying with you... It's just not fair, sweetie.

Sugar Bud said...

Oh, I am so sorry. I know it has to be such a hard thing to deal with.

Jen J. said...

I agree with Expat - it really is not fair! I hope you get your BFP soon. :o)

C said...

I'm so sorry you have to go through this and you *will* get your BFP, hang in there!

Dandelion Bud said...

i don't like the negative person I'm turning into this week. I'm going to try to stretch later and snap out of it a little bit.

It doesn't help that I've been around the most ignorant people lately, who just say nothing but the wrong things.

THank you girls, for your thoughts.

Emily & Blake said...

(sigh) ((HUGS))

You will get your BFP one day and we will have the biggest party!! :)

 

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