August 25, 2009

The heartache of infertility

AF showed up last night at 11:50pm.

I cried.

DH apologized for his swimmers not working.

I cried harder.

I apologized for not being able to get pregnant.

He held me.

I don't know if I'm strong enough to get through this.

I'm still crying.

The joke of Male Factor Infertility is that it doesn't just affect him.

The joke is on us.


Expat Bud said...

I'm crying with you... It's just not fair, sweetie.

Sugar Bud said...

Oh, I am so sorry. I know it has to be such a hard thing to deal with.

Jen J. said...

I agree with Expat - it really is not fair! I hope you get your BFP soon. :o)

C said...

I'm so sorry you have to go through this and you *will* get your BFP, hang in there!

Dandelion Bud said...

i don't like the negative person I'm turning into this week. I'm going to try to stretch later and snap out of it a little bit.

It doesn't help that I've been around the most ignorant people lately, who just say nothing but the wrong things.

THank you girls, for your thoughts.

Emily & Blake said...

(sigh) ((HUGS))

You will get your BFP one day and we will have the biggest party!! :)


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