December 31, 2011

Waiting and worrying...

Today marks 7w 3d of this pregnancy. So far, time seems to be moving at snail's pace. My "confirmation ultrasound" is scheduled for Jan 9th but I plan to call the doc's office on Tuesday to see if it can be moved up (remember, they had originally wanted it this next week). The suspense is killing me. I'm so scared that this baby has stopped growing like my first two.

I'm still having symptoms everyday: nausea, food aversions (chocolate! Can you believe that?), headaches, fatigue, breast tenderness. But a part of me is worried that the same thing has already happened and I'm just feeling these symptoms because I'm still pumping my body full of progesterone. My mom is going to go with me to the next US because poor Mr. CB is too scared. He bout broke my heart a couple of days ago when he said that he feels like he's bad luck. =o( Of course I assured him that he is NOT and that as far as we know, there was nothing we could about the first two MC's. So, bless his heart, he won't know the results until he comes home from work (his job does not allow cell phones on the premises).

I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas, Hanukkah, Kwanzaa, etc. And I hope that 2012 brings a slew of new babies for all my Bud sisters! =oD


Bossy Bud said...

I can absolutely relate to your worrying, Curly. I know that I will be sick to death with worry when we are able to conceive again.
Know that you are in my prayers, and I hope everything goes well at your ultrasound appointment. I'm glad that you'll have your mother there with you. My fingers are also crossed that the dr's office can move your appointment to an earlier date!

Curly Bud said...

Thanks's to a happier year to come!

Explorer Bud said...

I am hoping that this ultrasound is very different, it is seeming to be better than the prior two that is good news!! Good luck!!


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