February 10, 2012

A year ago...

I can't believe it... Today marks exactly one year since I got my official BFP (on a CBED), only to miscarry 4 days later, on Valentine's. Since I don't want to commemorate something depressing on a day used to celebrate love, I thought I would stay positive, and remember the "good" which occurred a year ago, today.

Getting my official BFP was such an awesome feeling! I hope that I can relive that feeling again... In the meantime, here is a little something for those Angel Babies we have lost...

"I didn't get to feel you kick, or look into your eyes. I didn't hold you in my arms, or hear your little cry. I didn't get to see your smile, or even know your name. But, you'll always be my baby and I love you just the same."
-Summer Herbst

Here's hoping our luck changes. All of us :)




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4 comments:

  1. MeFebruary 11, 2012 at 1:53 PM

    That's a really sweet poem. Big hugs to you, I know dates like this are hard.

    ~Cactus Bud

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  2. Diva BudFebruary 11, 2012 at 9:51 PM

    Cactus!!!! I've missed you!!!! How are things with you LO?!

    I'm lucky that I've been busy... But NEVER busy enough to forget. That's just the way it is.

    We shall see what happens next :)

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  3. MeFebruary 12, 2012 at 4:30 PM

    I've been doing well, just keeping busy with the boy. I still read BB regularly, but typing responses is more difficult one handed. I came by to check on you this week. I had my BFP-aversary as well and it made me think of you. I'm amazed to think a year ago D was the size of a poppy seed...he's 13+ pounds now! Shows how much can change in a year. I'm wishing 2012 to be a year of wonderful change for you :-).

    D is now about 4.5 months and is learning something new each day. Amazing to see, though so much more work than I ever imagined.

    Best of luck!

    Cactus Bus

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  4. Diva BudFebruary 13, 2012 at 9:23 AM

    Thanks Cactus :) so glad to see you and the baby are doing well!!! Keep in touch!!!

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