May 17, 2010

Bittersweet

I wasn't going to post again until my NT scan, when i'd hopefully have some really good pictures of smudge to share.

But the past few days I've been having a bit of a hard time, and now that i've finally told my husband about it, i feel like telling you guys too.

the past few days i've been really sad about our lost twin.

I don't know why this is coming up now. I never really got sad about the twin before. But as happy as I am now about smudge, is as sad as I am about the baby we lost.

I'm almost 11 weeks pregnant - i don't know why these feelings are just coming up now.
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5 comments:

  1. Worry BudMay 17, 2010 at 7:55 AM

    I'd imagine anyone in your position would feel the same way. Sending lots of ((hugs)) to you girl. :)

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  2. Ms. UnderstoodMay 17, 2010 at 9:33 AM

    It's completely understandable that you have an ache for the lost twin. (((HUGS)))

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  3. mrs.messiMay 17, 2010 at 2:59 PM

    I still have days were I feel like I'm mourning for our lost twin. I definitely understand the mixed emotions! ((hugs))

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  4. MeredithMay 18, 2010 at 11:23 AM

    I don't think it's strange, at all. As much as you are enjoying being pregnant with Smudge, you did have a loss.

    I'm sorry that you're feeling down. But allow yourself to grieve. It doesn't mean that you appreciate or love Smudge any less.

    Take care, honey!

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  5. MeredithMay 18, 2010 at 11:25 AM

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