August 25, 2009

The heartache of infertility

AF showed up last night at 11:50pm.

I cried.

DH apologized for his swimmers not working.

I cried harder.

I apologized for not being able to get pregnant.

He held me.

I don't know if I'm strong enough to get through this.

I'm still crying.

The joke of Male Factor Infertility is that it doesn't just affect him.

The joke is on us.
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6 comments:

  1. Expat BudAugust 25, 2009 at 10:13 AM

    I'm crying with you... It's just not fair, sweetie.

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  2. Sugar BudAugust 25, 2009 at 11:12 AM

    Oh, I am so sorry. I know it has to be such a hard thing to deal with.

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  3. Jen J.August 25, 2009 at 12:28 PM

    I agree with Expat - it really is not fair! I hope you get your BFP soon. :o)

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  4. CrystalAugust 25, 2009 at 8:28 PM

    I'm so sorry you have to go through this and you *will* get your BFP, hang in there!

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  5. Dandelion BudAugust 26, 2009 at 7:41 AM

    i don't like the negative person I'm turning into this week. I'm going to try to stretch later and snap out of it a little bit.

    It doesn't help that I've been around the most ignorant people lately, who just say nothing but the wrong things.

    THank you girls, for your thoughts.

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  6. EmilyAugust 28, 2009 at 10:14 PM

    (sigh) ((HUGS))

    You will get your BFP one day and we will have the biggest party!! :)

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